I usually don’t like publishing such things since I am shy about my own feelings and don’t want a lot of people to read those things but this time I just have to do it since it’s really important to me.
Honestly, there are so many things on my mind. There’s so much I want to say but it’s hard to put all these thoughts into words.
I just can’t believe it’s their 8th anniversary already and the 5th I’m ‘celebrating’ with them. I think no words could ever express how much these five men mean to me. I’m more than just happy that they came into my life four years ago. I was at my worst and I still am but I’m still here fighting because of them. Big Bang taught me so many important things. They showed me that giving up is the wrong thing to do and that I should always fight for my dreams. I know I can achieve anything I want as long as I work hard.
Over four years ago, when I ‘found’ Big Bang, I also found rolemodels for the first time in my life. They, especially Jiyong, inspire me like no one else. Sure, I have other biases who mean a lot to me and inspire me as well (Hakyeon, Mino and Hanbin) but no one or nothing could ever replace Big Bang.
It was their outstanding talent and music that made me become addicted to them. As soon as I listened to some of their songs, I immediately grew attached. I watched their interviews, their shows and tried to find out as much about them as I could. It didn’t take me much time to realize how important and special they already had become to me. I swore to myself it would stay like that and here I am, still not breaking that promise.
I wish I could thank them in person for making me stay strong when I wanted to end everything. Where would I even be without them? I wouldn’t be who I am and maybe I wouldn’t even exist at all.
There are so many things they give me every day. Big Bang makes me smile, laugh and cry and I’m thankful for that, more than just thankful. No matter what happens, I’ll be by their side Until Whenever.
I still remember how scared I was in 2011. Everything was so horrible for them and I suffered with them. It broke my heart what was going on. When Big Bang won Worldwide Act at the EMAs, I cried and cried because I was so happy. It was incredibly beautiful to see them smile again. I was relieved.
The happiest days of my life? The days I saw Big Bang live. 121215 London. 140111-12 Osaka. Yes, people probably think I’m crazy for even going to Japan to see them but it was worth it and I’ll definitely do it again if I can this December. Seeing Big Bang live became my ultimate life goal when I became a VIP and I’m glad my dream came true. They are absolutely amazing live and I words cannot describe what I felt those times.
So once again, happy 8th anniversary to Big Bang. I hope there’s still many more years to come. ♥ Like I said: No matter what happens, I will be by their side forever, until whenever.
Thank you for your music.
Thank you for the amazing times.
Thank you for letting me meet wonderful people.
Thank you for making me smile and laugh.
And most of all, thank you for being born.
Thank you for being you.
I love you from the bottom of my heart.
I have tears in my eyes.
Like I don’t even think you guys understand the magnitude of this tweet. The sheer humanity of this, they are dying over there. No they are being SLAUGHTERED but they have the ability to still think to help people they have never met, people they will never meet. They understand what the people in Ferguson are going through, they see it because they are going through it too.
Hi guys! I know this blog is only for Big Bang and Winner but this is a really important case. Because of my stupidity I basically have a Hex Sign Ticket too much! It’s the SUPER HIGH & FIVE EVENT (MEET & GREET + PHOTO) + EARLY ENTRANCE one! I am selling it for 160€ and might go down with the…
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Hi guys! I know this blog is only for Big Bang and Winner but this is a really important case. Because of my stupidity I basically have a Hex Sign Ticket too much! It’s the SUPER HIGH & FIVE EVENT (MEET & GREET + PHOTO) + EARLY ENTRANCE one! I am selling it for 160€ and might go down with the price even a bit more if I really have to.
Please share this post because I need to get rid of this ticket ASAP!!! In case you are interested, send me an ask and I will reply to you privately.
Thank you in advance.
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